“My nanny died in a car accident”: Pamela Anderson thought she killed the woman with her magical powers 02.02.2023, 17:50

Pamela spoke about the abuse she was subjected to at the hands of her nanny. A native of Canada admitted that she later tried to kill the woman and wished for her death. Anderson was so sure that she had caused the death of a man with her magical powers that she didn’t tell anyone about it – she carried the guilt with her for years.

“When I was little, terrible things happened to me. I had a nanny and my parents thought she was great because she always brought presents. But she held on to me. I endured abuse for three or four years. She always told me not to tell my parents. I tried to protect my brother from her. I tried to kill her,” explained the model.

The star of the series “Girls with character” wanted to get rid of the nanny, but the woman did not die from her hand. Pamela carried this secret with her for many years and believed that she was to blame for the tragedy. She believed in supernatural powers.

“I tried to stick a candy pencil in her heart. And then I told her I wanted her to die. She died the next day in a car accident. That’s why I thought I killed her with my magical mind and couldn’t tell anyone about it. But I was sure that I had done it, that I had wished her dead, and she had died. I lived with it my whole teenage years,” Anderson said.

To get rid of oppressive emotions, little Pamela plunged into the world of her fantasies. She imagined herself digging a hole in China and thought she wanted to “get off this island”. As she grew older, the future actress began to play sports seriously, but remained suspicious.

“I looked like a little boy. I was a gymnast so I was tiny. I was a very late bloomer, then I got a lump on my chest and spent a long time trying to tell my mom that I was dying of cancer. Because I thought it was cancer and I was trying to get it back in my chest. And when I finally told her, she laughed and said, “Oh, you’re becoming a woman,” the Baywatch star, 55, explained in her new Netflix documentary Pamela: A Love Story.